Lonely

so each day is always different for me, today since I woke all i feel is emptiness and loneliness.

I dont miss him, I just miss the idea of having someone...
I miss the idea of waking up in the morning and hugging that someone...oh i dont know maybe i do miss him.
I cant even tell anymore.

I hope to look beyond this moment, and in 10 months time look at this as just another faded memory.......