Thailand Bound

In case you werent aware, here is the background story.....
Me and the horrible Jerk whos name we never speak of had planned a nice trip to thailand for us and another couple (my best friends)

of course you are all aware of how he turned into MY HYDE, and was this controlling cheating lunatic.

well further updaqte on the story, me playing nice and being friendly because i wanted to keep some form of a friendship with him and not let the whole 5 years be waste was a stupid mistake....WHAT WAS I THINKING.

so bloody naive....thought i knew best when really i should of listened to everyone else.

i found out two weeks ago he was still seeing her and letting her and her sisters talk crap about me....
im sorry but i find it hard to comprehend how you could have anything to say about me, when it was you sleeping with MY bf. (dont get me wrong she did me a huge favour, my life has benefited 10 fold since leaving him)

so finally i have cut all ties to him, cancelled his ticket to thailand, deleted his phone numbers, burned our photos, slashed the cute teddies, as far as im concerned i was in a comma for the last 5 years.

but onto the great news...IM STILL GOING TO THAILAND, but i will be single and partying and loving it. my cousin has said she will come which makes it even better. GIRLS TRIP



I have also found the most amazing trainer, she is a man hater like me, and has the most amazing body that i want to aspire to, as i type my arms are aching and this is from yestoday.

lets just say i love life right now.....

Hello Weekend...

MEN... Seriously what good are they? lol dont worry im not changing teams but i mean even look at celebrities their wives a gorgeous, smart bloody fabulous really and yet they still wander else where and get themselves in trouble.
I think it will always be a mystery as to why they do it, but there is just not good explanations why ashton kutcher would cheat on the Queen of Cougaers DEMI MOORE. same goes for the above couple, posh is damn amazing, hot, smart, stylish and she has a hell of a personality, and he wonders over to some scraggy nanny. who can make sense of this, i mean really if you have an answer Im dying to know.

On a lighter note...I have received communication with the long awaited APS...only to be advised they are sending out docs for me to sign so they can all the necessary check. So yet to still find out a start date. still any contact is better than no contact.

I have disclosed to my boss that i may be leaving the company in the next few months, to which he was surprised but excited for me, as its a great oppurtunity.

The rest of weekend is as follows, I have dinner planned with my oldest friend at southbank, along the water. The markets are on tonight so we may go for a walk through that as long as im not still walking like a peguin . (my personal trainer killed me).

Then tomorrow me and mummy dearest are going to a psychic, Im not sure if I believe in this stuff, but at the state Im in I will try anything to find some hope for the future.

Later tomorrow night i will be heading a girlfriends housewarming which is just down the road from him. He has asked if I will come over once its finished...my heart is saying yes but my head is saying no, only time will tell.

Right now im counting down the hours til i can leave this hell hole. not a fan of work right now, and i feel exhausted and sick, damn you trainer and your hard tactics.

Cant wait to see my girlfriends for some much needed bonding!